why early in the morning started to nag me?why other people did wrong but i'm the one who'd been scold?why always i'm the one who wrong?i've did what you want me to do.i hear what you wanted me to change.i've done almost everything for you but why i still be blamed by you?brother didn't went to work.who to blame?me?why?i don't know.i went out hang out with friends,you tell me to stay at home.for what?to hear what you scold me?WHY?why MOM why?i know you and dad had problems
but you can't let the stress on me.i'm not a PUPPET!i have feelings too.don't you ever think about how i feel?i feel like i'm gonna crazy already.my brain is blank now.even feeling like want to suicide so that everyone don't need to blame me about everything and all people live peacefully.but if i did that does it changes anything?NO!asking me to think carefully before you talk but did you done that?Look.I love you mom.i respect you.but do you?i don't know.
