incomplete love

you.from the first day i saw you I've already fall for you.your smile could makes me thinks about all night,your voice sounds beautiful,your attitude makes my heart melt,you're like a drug that must be taken daily,makes me addicted,every time we chat I just feel like wanted this moments to last longer or never ends perhaps,i hope i can be with you always,can see your laugh.I'll do anything to be with you.all I have to do is to say 'I like you'.but these three words is very hard to speak it out.because I'm scared.scared that you reject me and don't want to chat with me anymore.that time I will never ever hear your laugh,voice and most of it i can't find a better person than you anymore.it's hard for me to accept it.I've been love and been hurt many times.although I'm tough from the outside but from the inside I was like a glass.it's fragile.easily broken and hard to refine it back.

why when i wanted to become a baker you offended me?!it's from the first time i stepped to the college taking that course i knew that that course is not my type!but why you still want me to study it?if you say want to study it it's still okay to me but you want me to apply to it.this field is not suitable for me.although it's an earning job but i wanted to try the road that people not yet went to.MY OWN ROAD!what i wanted to be is a BAKER!but you say that that field is hopeless!do you know that every single words that you said had broke my heart.i know what you do is for my own good but i want to try it myself.you're also a youngster like me before i guess you also know know my feeling but now you're building a wall to my dream.i just want to what i think it's the best to me.a work that won't bring me any regrets!a work that i happy with it!a work that could make others happy!that is called SATISFACTIONS OF WORKING!if you work on a thing that you don't have feelings on it no matter how you do is useless!it'll be like a rubbish to me!so let me go,let me try,at least i won't regret because i've tried it with all my wills!i will thank you for it.let yourself become yourself again MOTHER.a mother that i respect from the day i know what is respect,a mother that i love.

starting line

why I that this life sucks?After all these years,I've been through things that other kids had.Get in to the kindergarten,school,high school,and now college!a study place that i always dream of!but why I'm still not satisfy with it?Is it the course I take is wrong?When I was small.my father asked me what's my ambition when I big that time?I told him that I want to become the most successful architect in Malaysia but now I take Cooling and Refrigerating System Course instead of Architecture course.Why is this happening in my plane progress?But that's a good thing too because I get to know what is my dream now.A Baker.Because I like to see people eating cakes made from myself and see their happy expression.That is call a satisfaction to me.Now it's about me whether to choose to become a technician like my mother told me to or to fulfill my actual dream that is to become a Baker.
I've decided until now and I'll choose to fulfill my dream of becoming a Baker.I want my family,friends,relatives happy.I hope I don't want to see any sad memories that had passed to happen again.I don't want to tears from my love ones and I wanted to be happy.Just like the old days!